i HATE You 2008!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What The FUCK!!!!!!!!

Cant get ino nursing next semester just because they didnt have room for me in microbio and i was planning to take during summer. . .BUT APPARENTLY they wont accept it because the grades for summer arrive past some dumb ass deadline

Looked like a F-ing liar in front of my future manager Because my ex-manager FUCKIN FORGOT that he made me a supervisor and handed me a key to the store

Offered 8.50 and a lower position at Hallmark INSTEAD of the 9.00 sales lead position they initially offered me

Nursing Packet due in a week. . . . found out uhhhhh today

Have no idea how to fill 12 UNITS with all my requirements done. . . . .can potentially lose my SCHOLARSHIP

Have to wait another semester to get into Nursing

. . .Im still breathing you say?. . .Im alive and thats all that matters you say?. . .True but im living in the worst possible condition. . . .

sign me up for the next jump off the coronado bridge. . .hehe

What the heck happened to my xanga. . ..!?!?!?!

I dont know what i pressed but all of a sudden I am pathetically at a loss as to how to work this damn thing. .UGH darn you upgrades

Its amazing that im even writing in this. . .anyways, this year has continued to challenge me. . .

I didnt get to crash the microbiology class i needed

so now unless something goes horribly wrong and i dont take it over the summer I have to wait ANOTHER semester to get into the the nursing program. . .state really needs to revamp their registration process because I am seriously frusterated that I spend money on this school just to find out that I dont get the classes that I NEED for no other reason than the fact that the class is full. . .F-ing Lame

but whatever im over it. . .Things should fall into place once i take it over the summer . .BUT that might push back me getting a dog. . .

Yes, i have really decided to get a dog. . .im leaning towards a puggle. . .i figure itll be my present to myself once i get into the program. . .

Valentines day was wonderful. . .even though i had class until 8pm that day. . .

O i still need to put up pictures of me and rainer at my scholarship dinner. . .

Work is ehhh literally WORK i feel like im ALWAYS working possibly thinking of getting another job, but i just cant leave my awesome co-workers. . .

HmMmMm My birthday is coming up.. .. yeah me and camille are planning a mini road trip for LA the saturday before our birthday. ...FARRR from figuring out the details. . .but if it all pans out like i want it to I AM TOTALLY excited. . .so if your are reading this and you want in. .LET  ME  KNOW ASAP

but what sucks is that i have a midterm the day after my birthday. . so the question is. . party on my birthday or study on my birthday. . .???? study. . O PLEASE

08 is NOT starting off very well. . .

please let there be a a turn around

FINALS WEEK. . .nothing new about that. . .my best wishes to all

The best thing that happened this week was my SCHOLARSHIP DINNER/DISCOUNT TIRE XMAS PARTY. . .

it was freakin awesome as usual. . .except this time my BESTEST FRIEND didnt come with me. . .its ok bcuz we had our fun last year with the open bar. . .but this year she did my hair. . .she did an awesome job by the way

i only trust her with my up-dos. . .

My love was my date this year. . .he was VERY CUTE in his tux. . .he didnt look too bad considering it was his first formal event EVER. . .

cant explain to you how freakin great that party was. . .forget about high school dances or even house parties. . .annual company parties blow them ALL out of the water. . .

. . .you got ur coctail hour with finger foods. ..open bars. . .3 course dinner. . .nice DJ. . .casino table games. . .25+ year olds getting drunk and letting loose. . .maaaaannnn you just have to experience it at least once in your life.

It was a great night with my Rainer 

O MY FREAKING GOODNESS!!!!

pretty pathetic but i was close to tears with excitement last night at the so called "Making The Band 4 Finals"

. . . .I felt like my sixth grade self watching N'sync perform on the Disney Channel. . .

HAHA crazy...AND i tried to vote for my favorites. . .(Q and Donnie). . .BUT i had to be a stupid MTV.COM member. . .stupid endorsment crap

ANYWAYS. . ..if Donnie and Q dont make it in i SWEAR i'm going to drop kick P. Diddy. . hehe

alright back to subjects which actually have some sort of substance. . .

Im done with my online history classes. . .Thank goodness. . .and im still waiting for my registration date to come so i can finally register for classes. . .which classes God knows considering there wont be ANY LEFT when August 22nd comes around. . .

Finally spent some quality time with the high school buddies. . . need to make time for seeing old friends before school begins once again and we no longer see each other besides old ass pictures. . .

LAME. .. brain fart. . .

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